Sometimes I'm just so stupid. You know what I mean? I start talking and I beat an issue to death, even though the conversation resolved 15 minutes ago. It's like I can't stop talking... and then I just make it all worse. I really REALLY noticed that tonight, and I'm so sorry. Please be patient with me... I promise I'm worth it when I'm not ( Read more... )

Things are wonderful excellent, and I have never been more happy. I am in Love, and I have a job that's long and boring, my birthday is soon, and my princess' birthday is soon, and I'll see Andy this week, and the 360 comes out soon, and she told me she loved me, and I put a ring on her finger and she said yes. So that's the past couple weeks in ( Read more... )

October 31st ( Read more... )

So this was funny...

Brea - "I can't wait to pierce my face tomorrow!"

I'm excited to finish up my chest piece which will hopefully be birthday time.... hopefully...

And I'm smiling right now because I feel loved.

Andrew and Nathan are leaving on Tuesday. They will not be coming back home. Is this how Andy felt when I left for college the first time? Prolly not, because I was 2 hours away, not 2 days ( Read more... )

I need you right now... I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW!

So seal the deal with your stamp of regeneration and grow me up into a new creation. Taken from a tree and plucked form a vine, if it's my time to shine, shine your light on me. So that everyone hurting can see that there is hope.

Hope.

In a seemingly endless valley...

There is HOPE.

Oh goodness me. Daniel has once again let his head get the best of him. Thinking... that is not one of my strong suits. Hope... that is something I have lost and re-gained a hundred times... and Love... because I never stopped the Love... and that's the problem ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up on my couch... in a warm house, with blankets and pillows laying next to me... and I looked at my computer, my guitar, my tv and dvd player... pictures that I have on my door... etc. I had breakfast, jumped in my car and headed to work. I complained about the gas prices and put in a six hour day, just like most of the rest ( Read more... )

Another sunrise painted on this canvas you call a sky... With Your reds and blues mixing and clashing to form the perfect color scheme for today. The horizon is covered in a blanket of cloud with only the faintest glimpse of daylight showing through. Stars still strewn across the sky (the ones You accidentally forgot to pick up and put away until ( Read more... )

Read these words carefully and know they are for you.

I will have no pity on you when it happens...