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[starvingthin]

My fingers are cold and it means nothing. Tears are in my eyes and I'm not crying. I want to fall down, collapse, and never move again, at the same time needing to run and run and run until my lungs burn and my legs collapse beneath me, and still I know that I will never leave it all behind

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[hope_is_swift]

*holds you tight*
oh katie.
i know the feeling,
of wanting to scratch above everywhere you can find a pulse,
to cut, to tear, so rub skin red-raw...
as if your blood is acidic,
you are toxic,
like the world can see you're tainted, no matter how hard you rinse.

but katie, princess,
i don't see that on you. its not you.
do you want to know what i see?
i see someone hurting so much that sometimes she wants to die.
i see someone with so much love inside of her,
so much passion, so much...heart,
& yet she can't give any to herself;
& that's not her fault, either.

darling, you know i don't have the answers.
& times i've thought i did have them,
or at least little phrases that embodied things i thought maybe defined it all.
but i'm not so sure, anymore.
we're all lost, darling, & we only have each other.
& we'll always have ourselves.
sometimes that very thought is incredibly isolating...i don't know?
i'm here, princess.

xx

[shivering_bones]

My darling, i am so sorry, I knwo i haven't been replying, but i failed to connect the sign in, with the wonderful person revealed to me in the comment you left when you first saw my journal.

I am so sorry you have to feel like this my love, if you honestly ever need anyone i will be here? To talk or listen?

lots of love xxxxxxxxxxxxxx