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i don't know if anyone who reads this will understand it or not, but this song needs to get out
I can recall only this one time
This type of control the girl had on my mind
I've fallen deep, I can't get out
I've never acted this way before
I spent days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day, but she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words youve heard a million times before
Feeling alone, and she's on my mind
Try to erase all the pain from that time
She's breaking up, and I'm breakin down
Now I'm headed out of this fucked up town
I spent days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day, but the band won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words youve heard a million times before in your head
So love me, so I can be myself again
Now hate me, so things seem normal in my head
I'm trying to break away this ball and chain
So hate me, so things seem normal in my head
Things seem normal in my head
I spent days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day, but she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words youve heard a million times before
In your head
so its been a while since i updated with anything real. its been an extremely rough past couple of days. i'd rather not get into the details of exactly what's going on, but its been rough. i want to take this opportunity to thank all of my friends who have been there for me, there are a few in particular, you know who you are. to all of you who have helped, i am extremely grateful, and words cannot begin to describe how much i appreciate everything that you've done for me.
have you ever found yourself growing close to someone or something that you know you shouldn't grow close to? growing attached to something that you have been warned to be careful about? even though you never made any sort of effort to grow close, it just happened? well, that's happeneing here. i don't know what's different here, but there's just something that...i'm really at a loss for words to describe this, there's just something there, a feeling, a connection, that i don't find anywhere else, that i haven't found anywhere else. i have no idea what it is, and to be honest, i'm scared. because i have no idea where this is going, or what it will lead to. for all i know, it could end up being nothing, but at the same time, it could be even more. i don't know.
I can recall only this one time
This type of control the girl had on my mind
I've fallen deep, I can't get out
I've never acted this way before
I spent days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day, but she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words youve heard a million times before
Feeling alone, and she's on my mind
Try to erase all the pain from that time
She's breaking up, and I'm breakin down
Now I'm headed out of this fucked up town
I spent days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day, but the band won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words youve heard a million times before in your head
So love me, so I can be myself again
Now hate me, so things seem normal in my head
I'm trying to break away this ball and chain
So hate me, so things seem normal in my head
Things seem normal in my head
I spent days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day, but she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words youve heard a million times before
In your head
so its been a while since i updated with anything real. its been an extremely rough past couple of days. i'd rather not get into the details of exactly what's going on, but its been rough. i want to take this opportunity to thank all of my friends who have been there for me, there are a few in particular, you know who you are. to all of you who have helped, i am extremely grateful, and words cannot begin to describe how much i appreciate everything that you've done for me.
have you ever found yourself growing close to someone or something that you know you shouldn't grow close to? growing attached to something that you have been warned to be careful about? even though you never made any sort of effort to grow close, it just happened? well, that's happeneing here. i don't know what's different here, but there's just something that...i'm really at a loss for words to describe this, there's just something there, a feeling, a connection, that i don't find anywhere else, that i haven't found anywhere else. i have no idea what it is, and to be honest, i'm scared. because i have no idea where this is going, or what it will lead to. for all i know, it could end up being nothing, but at the same time, it could be even more. i don't know.