later raleigh.

so i'm leaving on the eighth of june.
that'll be it. for me. in raleigh.
just thought i'd let people know.
off to work.

god it was a rough fucking night. two new people. me the only person who could barista. my hand is slightly numb from my tendonitis. i was supposed to go to a couple of parties tonight, but i'm too fucking tired to talk to people ( Read more... )

time is passing. i am working. i am running.
i love Roseanne.
been reading Nabakov short stories. moving on to irish short stories.
haven't had time for my piano playing lately. must start getting up earlier in the day. must stop drinking so much.

work is too much. by the time i have a day off it will have been a month straight of working every day. but that's cool. i'm finally caught up on bills, and i'm taking two days off. the whole week-end. who would've thought i'd have time for me? i believe that i will be going to the beach with my friend marc on saturday to get away for a bit. it's ( Read more... )

i got the new door put on my car this afternoon.
i'm off to see the Pietasters in a few minutes.
i'll have a day off of work in two weeks.
suppose things are all right.

i would have posted sooner, but i've been too **insert awful untypeable noises** to write at all. not even in my real journal until yesterday. there's something about dreaming that i'm about to kill myself with the gun in my mouth cocked and pull the trigger then wake up to drive me back to writing. anyhow, feeling a little better ( Read more... )

so tonight i left poole's diner. it was around eleven thirty. my friend needed her car jumped. we both walked over to my car ( Read more... )

i am done with today. perhaps tomorrow will be dull. one can only hope ( Read more... )

i've been irritating myself. i'm tired of my voice. i took a couple of days off last week. dammit, now i'm broke. must refrain for going out so often. i haven't been spending that much, i just work two jobs and neither of them pay well ( Read more... )