I didn't think I'd ever feel this heartbroken. My best friend stole him away from me. Barely a day after I told her I liked him. He knew and knows I liked him. So sometimes I feel like asking him: When can I feel whole again?

He broke my heart. T_T

But i still want to be near him.

So I thought that he would be my first real boyfriend. Someone I thought I could like for himself and not because I see him everyday. (Because you know how to start liking those certain guys you hang out with ALL the time? Well I do.)

Well the courtship started about like a month ago. He was totally cool to hang with. He was sweet and he's that ( Read more... )

Today. Today I got my heart some what stomped on. Like if I had left my heart sitting on the metal stage of a DDR machine and he were to play, maybe Kick the Can on Maniac. That's what my heart went through today. It was Karma's divine intervention for me. I thought that I was going to be able to be happy again when. STOMP. STOMP. STOMP.

To me,

What is it with you and lap dances? You give one to a guy you hardly know and you think you two have a thing. I wish you would just get everything in order with your life. He doesn't want you...well he probably does but that's because he's a guy. All guys just want one thing. Your friends tell you and you still don't listen! You're going to ( Read more... )

Remember the guy from the carnival, wells... me and him met up again. And we've kissed three times since then ( Read more... )

Yes. And it hurt so much, I felt like my heart would just break.

Just because I'm in such a better mood than I have been in the past I don't know three weeks I've decided to let you guys in on my DOUJINSHI'S~! (Well, only one.) All because of this new guy in my life. Hopefully I get to see more of him. ^^

I'm sorry if I don't credit you, I just lost a ton of my stuff to a virus my brother let into my computer. So ( Read more... )

Even after the devastation of BJ not asking me out, I find myself still able to find a possibility of love. Carnivals, with their flashing lights and boring stage liners, is where I finally realized it ( Read more... )

hide.sama<3 i love you and miss you, but most of all i thank you.

your music saved my life.

i love you so much.

your music will live forever.

hide.sama<3 i love you and miss you, but most of all i thank you.