Im am so sorry lauren, that i am not (or was not) that good of a ( Read more... )

i decided ill update my journal when something changes,
cause im too tired to repeat myself,
and to nice to make you guys read the same stuff over.
so maybe if things get better,
then ill update.
love you guys.
xoxox
Goodbye and Goodnight

-Jess-

ive had FOB stuck in my head for two weeks. the rain wont stop coming down in buckets,
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Everyone is changing

and it doesnt even matter that it hurts.

or that it shouldnt happen, that i dont want it to

and it seems like im losing everything i had.

Who caused this?

What went wrong?

Where did we start to make mistakes of the biggest kind?

Will things ever be the same...?

Why do things have to change?

How did this happen....?

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okay so, ill write tomorow, im going to bed now...

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When I was in sixth, seventh, eighth grade, never ( Read more... )

Cause im just so fucking cool i forgot to post the Astro shit....herre you go ( Read more... )

boys are dumb. yeah we've established this one too many times over. If you dont know me, i hate them, but theyre still irresistable. huh. Also if you dont know me, i tend to update this, like, twice a year. I also hate people cause theyre fuckers...like **a**** and *a****. yeah they like to fight, cause theyre so effing cool like that, and they ( Read more... )

school. has ended. THANK GOD. i havent updated in like two months. i think i need to start, cause i need to be able to vent my hostilities on the computer, and not on my walls. im sick of patching up holes. Sean and i are still together, although there have been problems. hopefully we can work through them. Im willing to try, but i dont know if he ( Read more... )

the past month or how ever long its been since i stopped writing has been filled will wonderment and joy. but not so much. well, no thats a lie. because i have been seeing sean, so lifes been pretty great. and me and connor get to talk almost everyday! wOot woOt! were taking the mcas, and the state can gladly blow my ass. okay, theyre not that bad ( Read more... )

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