Things on my mind...
So there was this new love intrest, that I was very interested in, but... I decided it would be better if he didnt have a girlfriend. You know, life can kinda suck sometimes. Lately, people have just been plain out making me mad.
-people leave me out
-i feel like a left over... no matter where i go, except guard, and around Kat.
-I'm sick of feeling like I have no belonging, and noone wants me
-I'm sick of trying to tell a story to my "best friend" and she just walks off
-I'm sick of her avoiding me
-I'm sick of all of my inside jokes with people being shared with the world
-I'm sick of everything
Now, Kat is the only person I really feel wanted by. I mean, yes theres those I dont get to talk to much, but I'm sick of walking around with Melissa or any of my other "Friends" and my "friends" only say hi to her. Its kinda like people just leaving me out. Brandon makes me feel pretty good... because him and me can relate to alot.. Its people that i've felt like I've trusted... and could confide in, that really make me mad. Sometimes, I wish that I could go back in time, and make different decisions about things. Sometimes people just dont care how your hurting,a nd how you need help. Well... I'm off..
-people leave me out
-i feel like a left over... no matter where i go, except guard, and around Kat.
-I'm sick of feeling like I have no belonging, and noone wants me
-I'm sick of trying to tell a story to my "best friend" and she just walks off
-I'm sick of her avoiding me
-I'm sick of all of my inside jokes with people being shared with the world
-I'm sick of everything
Now, Kat is the only person I really feel wanted by. I mean, yes theres those I dont get to talk to much, but I'm sick of walking around with Melissa or any of my other "Friends" and my "friends" only say hi to her. Its kinda like people just leaving me out. Brandon makes me feel pretty good... because him and me can relate to alot.. Its people that i've felt like I've trusted... and could confide in, that really make me mad. Sometimes, I wish that I could go back in time, and make different decisions about things. Sometimes people just dont care how your hurting,a nd how you need help. Well... I'm off..