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[starz9116]

He really doesn't know how much this kills me.
Seeing him everywhere, feeling like this when he feels the opposite.
Help. I don't want to let go of the past 4 years but I need to. It kills enough already.
I want to start writing happy posts.

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[beccatastrophe]

I have always had a really hard time with this. It's a difficult task to let go of the past, especially when the past seems a lot more enjoyable than the present. But getting over this doesn't mean you have to let go of those good feelings. You can still keep those great feelings with you, and focus on remembering the highs in your life.
I've been here before. I'm actually going through something like this right now. Try taking the present just for what it is, and weigh your current options. The time you spent with him back then was great, and you learned a lot. But it's time for new things, a new chapter. Live in the Now. Try your best to focus your efforts on other, more productive activities that stimulate your mind and will create new good memories to look back on in the future.

<3 Call me if you need anything.
My number is still the same. <3
xoxo