weeeeeelll...i start my job tomorrow!! yay! like for reals start it. haha cuz today was just the orientation..all we did was talk to rochelle (the head person in charge of the kids corner program) and we got our uniforms and schedules and stuff. so yeah..im sooooo

EXCITED!!!!

i have to drive HELLA FAR!! tho. grrrness to the max. but watever..its ( Read more... )

well this weekend was extremely fun :-) i went to the show at vets, and tehre was a ska band..woot woot. haha. and i got erica to go in the pit wit me!! yay! she got to experience the FUN! ahhh i miss going in teh ska pits. brings back sooo many memories from senior year. ♥

but yeah. the show was kewl. then we went to the movies wit erica ( Read more... )

wow...ermase called me last nite...

i thought he forgot about me, cuz we havent talked in 2 weeks..but i guess not :-)

i was having the shittiest day yesterday, until he called ♥ he reallymakes me smile. :-)

i hope things work out...i really do hehe

well my dads leaving to mexico in a day. woot woot. that means i can party this weekend. YES ( Read more... )

sigh..well im home on a saturday nite..and its sooooooooo boring!!! i dont even know why i got up this morning. there was seriously no point. i could've just took a shower and went back to bed. and only got up to go pee. i didnt even eat much today. aahhh! i hate days like this. makes me get all depressed and blah feeling. i feel like im worth ( Read more... )

i really like this poem just thought i'd share it :-)
Barbie Doll
Marge Piercy
This girlchild was born as usual
and presented dolls that did pee-pee
and miniature GE stoves and irons
and wee lipsticks the color of cherry candy.
Then in the magic of puberty, a classmate said:
You have a great big nose and fat legs.

She was healthy, tested intelligent,
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well..i guess skool isnt tooooo bad. only got one class monday and wednesday. and 2 on tuesday and thursday. yup yup and haha i met martha and billy finally in person. lol they kewl peeps.  its kewl that desiree is giong to skool wit me now tho. now i get to chill wit her more YAY! and i seen johann..:-D at skool and chilled wit him for a bit... ( Read more... )

ahhhh...im back! woot woot

although it was nice in oregon. staying with my grandma and chillen and wat not

im glad to be home. to sleep in my own bed and get ready to start all over again

skool starts tomorrow. im gonna be erica-less :-\ but its okay

she'll be back :-) and i will survive hehe

but yeah. im glad but not glad to go back to skool. i ( Read more... )

yeah so im going to oregon tomorrow morning

i will miss you guys!! ill only be gone for a week and a half. but for some reason...it feels like its gonna be FOREVER!! haha

but i think this vacation is seriously needed

siigh...so many things are going wrong. i need to get away from it all

well i guess ill see ya guys wen i get back!!!

muuuuuuuah!

aahhhhhh

jeeebus!! theres so much DRAMA going on!!! i cant take it no more!

im like...ready to break down..i think i am already actually. i cry for like any lil thing that happens!! or even if nothing happens ill just start crying. :-( grrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!

and the whole thing with erica..grrrrr...i thought i told her how she made me feel wit this ( Read more... )

sigh....well...things are FINALLY going kinda swell..well in the "love life" haha

im finally completely and honestly OVER ricardo..yessss...my heart is all sewed up and ready

yup yup...all the lies and crap were found and hes donzo haha

and well....ermase (the guy im talking to ♥) well...hehehe i really like him :-)

i loooove hanging out ( Read more... )