I moved down here to Auburn about 2 and a half weeks ago to go through rush. Which, rush is hell. I don't care what anyone else says, it is. We had little sleep every night and still had to be on our feet all day and smiling and conversationalists. (is that a word?) And that with the stress of invitations and stuff... ugh ( Read more... )

Sometimes I try to just step back and look at everything going on around me. It always brings about a whole array of emotions, good and bad. Depending on the time. But, recently I've found it hard to find the decent things. I try so hard, I really do ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just want to cry. I don't know why. Its like I sit around and think about things. I think about how long its been since I REALLY laughed, you know, one of those belly-laughs, the one where you cry at the same time. I can't remember when that was. It seems like anytime I laugh anymore, its completly fake, as to not offend anyone that I'm ( Read more... )

I am not: going to be here forever ( Read more... )

hey guys. i am back from a week of vacation, complete with daily rain. hmmmm.... i'll talk more about vacation later. i just want to vent at the moment ( Read more... )

sometimes i get so fucking tired of being me. i want someone to love me. really love me. to hold my hand and think that i am beautiful. i want to have someone to talk about with everyone else over lunch at work. i want a shoulder to lean on and a good laugh. i know its stupid. i just get so lonley sometimes. stupid. stupid me.

yep. her concert was awesome. even from way back in the back. brandi and i were scared since she is such a bitch in interviews and such that she might be like that on stage, but she so wasn't. i was SO excited. cause i love her music so much. we had a great time. i don't know. sometimes i think i am such a dork ( Read more... )

I've had such a good day. Me and Branna went to Music Midtown. We saw the end of Evanecense, Angie Aparo, and G. Love and Special Sauce. And we met ANGIE APARO!!! We got signed cd's and everything. I was excited. There were these trashed girls behind us in line for the porta-potties. They saw my Auburn shirt and started talking to me. It was insane ( Read more... )

ONE MONTH from right now, i will have graduated from high school. it'll all be over, high school, graduation...all of it. i got something from ms. smith today about being an honor graduate. my gpa is 89.636. less than four-tenths of a point away. i better get it. i will cry so much if i don't! i've worked my ass off to get that gpa. oh well ( Read more... )

Hey guys, so its been quite awhile. i don't know if anyone will even read this or not. but oh well ( Read more... )