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[starzthelimit]

It's the first of the month! ANYWAYS! Yeah, so my life has been interesting I guess, to say the least. I have so many dreams that I would love to fulfill eventually whenever it would be. Too many that it would probably take the rest of my life. I think I should exclude out of my life for the rest of my life and be an old maid so that I can

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[bettemonroe]

I understand how your feeling, Ive heard it from my friends time and time again. I hate how guys can make us feel, we put alot of effort and care into wanting to make them feel so loved and it doesnt even phaze them. I have been extremely fortunate in the love department and I do not take it for granted at all. I hear about these jerkoffs that hook up with my friends and then stomp on them and it just makes me want to pull my hair out. So I understand how you would want to swear off guys forever, I would do the same thing if it had happened to me. Being disloyal is my number one pet peeve that inspires me to hate like nothing else. It makes absolutely no sense to me whatsoever. Just dont worry your pretty violet eyes over it, that scumbag ass* will never live a satisfying life the way he uses girls. And eventho it doesnt satisfy your desire to torture him, remember that, only people who are really capable of love will ever get to experience the ecstasy it brings. I truly believe that, so if you swear off guys for now, thats

Love ya!

[starzthelimit]

It's sad tho isn't it? When I read your reply here I was just about tearing up as well. I couldn't help it, 'cuz I'm still hurt by it u know? U'r so lucky and I'm pretty damn jealous, I can't help it. I just hate that about life. I work too hard into everything. Anyways, I'm gonna end it here, got homework to do and stuff. So, yeah... can't wait till this Saturday, it'll really rock my world!
<3~StArZ~

[crowwolf]

Actually most of my friends are guys and yes some are scum but so are some girls. I have actually seen girls treat guys more like shit then the guys do. Maybe it's just me. People are people, be it evil or good we all have these things in us. Some more then others.

hey

[starzthelimit]

Yeah well, that part I know because people have told me that a lot before, it just sux because I don't think I treat people like shit, unless of course your brother thought I treated him like shit, in which case that would be a different story. I think maybe he didn't like the way I treated him, so then he used that as a reason to cheat on me. I understand what you mean about the girls tho, but... it's just hard finding ones that are the good ones. I try hard and work hard in everything I do, but don't feel I'm getting the credit I feel I deserve... and I thought your brother was really close too because I thought he treated me well. I can't help that he was the longest relationship I've been in and that it hurt me real bad either. Anyways, I'm blabbing. I'll ttyl.
<3Starz~

Re: hey

[crowwolf]

Well as the saying goes, "Nice guy finshes last" Very true in this life. People will step all over you if they can trust me. But remember this is just a life for us to learn. No matter what it's all a test to see if we are who we can be after we die here. Cause there is more to do after we die.

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[motts1983]

TSK TSK TSK! Hating on all of us surperior species... I'm just kidding, dont hurt me! It sux that you've been in some bad relationships, but all you can do is learn from them and drive on. But then, what do I know, im just a worthless male. It sux about you and Tim, but remember, your in college. Plenty of chances.

Re: hey

[starzthelimit]

not exactly true... college students are fully of partiers... no one here takes life all that seriously, so sorry... u've been mistaken. Just remember. 95% of young people are drinkers, which is not what I'm looking for, i've ran into that too many times and don't like it one bit. So, yeah, I hate it... even social drinkers suck in a relationship with me, ask Tim.