yes i am spending my free period in the back of kap's beginner theory class, i am just that cool. but really i would rather be here than in the silent and freezing auditorium where my study hall class has been exiled to. thank g-d mrs.wilson likes me ( Read more... )

i didnt get a part. but its ok, im ok. ms burns even found me third period to tell me she was really impressed, and i deserved to be there, melissa got seniority yada yada yada. w.e i accomplished what i wanted really, which was to show ms burns that i can, in fact, act. this was all for the musical-- which is what i really care about.

today took ( Read more... )

new year. fresh start. lets see how long this lasts. im starting this thing again, out of boredom, as something to procrastinate with, idk, but im not going to let it be a whiny crap journal that nobody really gives a shit about. ha-- im only kidding myself. i think it took me so long to pick this back up after the summer because i just couldnt ( Read more... )

mitch i lost the fucking entry. that sucks so much. i just poured my heart out and its gone ( Read more... )

im so tired from the day, in a really really good way. got back form syd's party, showered, then sat around and listened to music instead of folding clothes to be packed. 5 days. 5 fucking days ( Read more... )

hmmm... i havent posted anything public for awhile, i guess ive been trying to sort out my feelings before putting them out there for anyone to see. not that all that many people bother looking, but you know what i mean.

tonight was alyssa's sweet 16, and it really was a pleasant suprise, i had a lot of fun. the show, The Boy From Oz was ( Read more... )

i have to remember to write in bold now with this new format, otherwise its pretty hard to read. ill work on that.

so i've gotten into this weird sleeping pattern, mostly consists of me not sleeping during hours normally designated for said activity. last night i wasn't even able to make myself lay still until around 4-- don't know what thats all ( Read more... )

( i know i've done this one already, but that was a long time ago, and sometimes its nice just to see how much you've grown )

home. what a great night. and i was definetly formulating a post in my mind on the quiet ride home, me being the complete loser that i am (proud of it too), but i can't for the life of me remember how i phrased what i want to say. tonight was really really nice. met and re-met some very cool people, saw some i havent seen in awhile, including elias ( Read more... )

i am so unbelievably exhausted in the happiest kind of way. i had so much fun tonight, and it was perfect and wonderful and i couldn't ask for anything better, i'd take the good parts and the not so good parts and never want to have them done over. i wont go into detail about the whole night-- anyone who cares shared it with me anyway. i love ( Read more... )