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" i think the person about i used to be, and she seems so far away. she walked fast, i walk slow. she stayed up late and got up early, i sleep. i feel like if she gets any farther away, i won't be connected to her at all anymore"
"she had never been as dramatic. rather, she'd slipped carefully, steathily away from her ghosts."
"it was midnight, the end of together... and in another away, the beginning of it"
"the only thing that had kept her in the world was the constant attention of her friends. they would not let her be, and she loved them for it."
"fine, blood was thicker than water. but friendship, it struck her, was thicker than both."
"she had thought that since she'd broke it off, she would stop thinking about him and missing him so much. she'd thought she'd be free. but it hadn't quite worked out that way"
"men occasionally stumble over the truth, but most of them pick themselves up and hurry off as if nothing happened." winston churchill
"and then she'd broken it off completely, promising herself she would be whole again. but she wasn't whole again. she was still missing him"
" time is what keeps things from happening all at once." - graffiti
"there are two tragedies in life - one is not to get your heart's desire. the other is to get it" - george bernard shaw
"what is it that you express in your eyes? it seems to me more than all the words i have read in my life" - walt whitman
"for once, she was right smack in the middle, and she could see a lot better* from here"
1.
i promised myself that when it was over, i'd laugh at the memories, but here i am without a smile in sight. i promised myself that i would call you, just to see if you were ok, but here i am, and i cant even dial your number. i promised myself, that when it was over, i would not shed a tear, but here i am, shirt almost soaked. i promised myself i would let you go gracefully, but here i am, hating myself for letting you leave. i promised myself that when it was over, i wouldn't look back, but here i am, unable to walk forward. i promised myself i would say goodbye .. but here i am, still saying i love you ...
2.
it's like when i dont talk to him or see him, i start to think that im gonna be alright, that im going to get through this ... that i dont need him. & after i make myself believe that, he calls & the feelings & memories rush back into my head & then i fall in love all over again. yeah, people say "well tell him not to call for awhile", but the fact is, im never going to get over him. hes the only guy ive ever loved. he'll always have a piece of my heart that will always belong to him. i will always love him ...
3.
sometimes you think you've gotten over a person until.. you see him smile and suddenly realize you're just pretending you got over him to ease the pain of knowing he'll never be your's..
4.
seems like just yesterday
you were a part of me
i used to stand so tall
i used to be so strong
your arms around me tight
everything, it felt so right
unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
now I can't breathe
no, I can't sleep
i'm barely hanging on
5.
I hope she knows what all your different smiles mean & I hope she can tell when your down even when you won't admit it. I hope she knows everything about you & exactly how to make you happy. But I know she doesn't. Just do me one favor and don't forget that I do
6.
No matter how much she says she loves you, no matter how much she says you mean to her, you mean twice as much to me, and I love you ten times more
7.
*Tell me who's going to look at you and love you for the person you are. Tell me who's going to understand that sometimes you take things too far. Tell me who's going to be there when times are good AND when they are bad. Tell me who's going to love you the way I love you.
8.
*People ask me why tears fall down my checks, why I can't smile, and I tell them, but the true reason is because I can't be with you and the one who is shouldn't be.
9.
*I can't help but to think back on everything I miss about you. I miss so much holding you, feeling your breath against my skin, your smile that weakened my defenses everytime. But most of all, I miss you missing me.
10.
*I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I never asked for it to begin. For that is the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets. Everything changes eventually, that's just the way life is and you have no control over it.. like, suddenly, people who you think are always going to be there.. they disappear..
11.
In this weird and twisted way, I know you miss me, not because I want to believe its true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did, you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did...because no one will love you .. like I did.
12.
there are moments in my life i'll always remember.
not because they were important, but becauseyo u were there
13.
I remember the first time I saw you, the first time we talked. Our first phone conversation. The first time we hung out. I remember when you first asked me out. Our first kiss. I remember all our memories. I remember when we broke up. I remember when we stopped talking and then became friends again. I remember when you got a new girlfriend. I remember the jealousy and the pain. I remember when you told me you loved me. I remember when you lead me on. But the thing I can't remember the most is that after all we've been through, is why do I still love you?
14.
It may take a minute for a girl to realize he was the one for her, but it will take a guy a life time to figure she was for him
15.
I don't understand why God would let us meet, if there was no way we
could ever be together
16.
I wanna tell you what I'm feelin', but I don't know where to start. I wanna tell you everything, but I'm afraid you'll only break my heart. Why would something so easy, be so hard to do? When all I gotta do is say I love you.
17.
Just one moment is all I want. Just one moment to see your face. Just one moment to hold you in my arms. Just one moment to tell you how I feel. Just one moment to see you before you leave. Just...just one…just one moment with you.
18.
I want yesterday to come back again
Nothing is as simple as I once knew
Why can't everything be the way it was
Before the day that I lost you?
19.
the only thing harder than finding the
man of your dreams is losing him