Took the initiative and upped my lexapro back to 20mgs. I still feel like shit, but it takes a while and a few increased dosages before any real change starts happening. Until then, things are gonna suck more than they do (that, or my tolerance for dumb shit will still be low). Hopefully there won't be much of a wait this time around. I'd like to ( Read more... )

today, i found out that the contract proposal me and some people at work were slaving over for the past month wasn't selected by the DMV. poring over the proposal evaluation scoring, it's clear that we lost over the cost proposal portion, which is something no one other than my boss and the budget office could have a handle on. actually, if it wasn ( Read more... )

lately, i've been wondering if people are desperately trying to be funny but failing miserably, or if i'm simply becoming more of a humorless asshole as i get older.

either way, i feel like doing whatever i can to minimize feeling like either is happening. at the moment, becoming a luddite with all things social networking seems to be the best ( Read more... )

now that i think about it, i'll need to bring work home this weekend. proposal packages don't put themselves together. but when lazy and/or stupid self-serving supervisors and managers are involved in the work, the reverse actually happens. the only consolation is that working on the weekend means time-and-a-half for overtime hours, and i bet i can ( Read more... )

i'm probably gonna get a lot of shit for thinking this and for thinking this aloud on the internet. but sometimes, i think my generation is too myopic to ensure any sort of favorable and progressive future. there's little to no discussion on the internet among my peers about the continual degradation of our economy, our employment rate, our ( Read more... )

fuck. work.

If I had a half-ounce of daring in my body, I'd abandon everything - my relationships, my obligations, my situations - and try to start anew somewhere else.

"spineless bastards all."

all of a sudden, way too much shit is happening this saturday ( Read more... )

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