im here again
i know
i weight 120 lbs
i feel obese
omg
i gained like 8 lbs
this is heck scary
im gonna see if i can fast for a week
D:
i will buy some bubblegum
XD
that might help:)

any tips on purging?
im  conquering
my fear of this im gonna do it!

ok im back i know it been long sinsce i dont writte something i n here ( Read more... )

agh my mom keeps bothering on me not eating she doestn make my diet acomplished she is always there telling me and making me eat agh
and if she notices im not eating she will take me to doctors and i dont want to be said imm an anorexic pff
demit

i havent been eating how i expected aghh i want to enter  school already that way it will be more easy to loose weight since i will have P.E.
i cant wait :S
aout 21 more days

 Name:brenda
Gender:female
Age:15
Location:arizona
Ana? Mia? Both?:ana
Height:5'2
Weight:115
Goal for next month:107
Size of pants:5
Any Pictures of yourself?:http://i227.photobucket.com/albums/dd250/brendiita_5/103_0931-1.jpg  im the one whit black hair on the left:\

does any one know how to fool your parents and make them think you do eat?
im having problems with that :S

i just had brakfast 3 pm
i ate a ortilla and meat
i took a small portion but still feel guilty and hungry:OOOO 

okai so ive been watching all this thinspo videos in youtube 
they have been convinsing me of getting into a diet
i used to have anorexia when i was younger ( six grade)

but i think im going back i cant help it
although it will be hard since my mom makes me eat alot and if i dont she takes me to doctors
any ways i willl try i dont wanna be fat i hate ( Read more... )