getting hammered in vail should occupy me for a while.

this was one of the happiest days of my sixteen years of life

:)

i'm so happy to be back and i missed everyoneeeeeee

ps my whole facial region hurts from smiling so much

...but its okay!

this is bullshit.

i won't be in school for a while.

this probably isn't the best idea i've ever had.

this was the last time.

i miss my family
and by family, i know you all know i don't mean blood.
i mean the boys i grew up with...
my brothers
that i i haven't seen or talked to in a long while
because i'm a fuck up
but i'm getting better
and hopefully in a couple of months i will be functioning and normal again
and we can all hang out?

:/

i failed.
fuckkkkk.
i was fucked up, what can you do?
damn it.

why did i give in to the pressure?

on a good note,
my car runs
...but it sounds and feels like it's going to explode.

monday, wednesday, thursday.

story of my life.

at least there's a hottie i can stare at for the three hours a day.

:)

it's always the same thing.

never, ever to myself

:/

last night was lame.

i tried, but it's just sooo hard!

ps. only a certain two know what this entry is about so if you are reading this thinking,"this is about me.", you're a fucking idiot.

ima steal that shittttt

:)