Comments | staticgir04: i dont wanna grow up....

staticgir04

i dont wanna grow up....

Sep 26, 2005 23:45

the webster definition of responsible is being "able to answer for one's conduct and obligations." i try my hardest to do just that, but it never seems to work out the way i want it to. and i think that im a horrible person for that. im a bum, whose only source of income now is his parents. i go to school, but thats only because i had to. im now a ( Read more... )

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staticgir04 September 27 2005, 13:55:51 UTC

thanks jolene. and what was this dream about? was i being sexy in it? cause you know im a very sexy guy

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staticgir04 September 29 2005, 00:52:57 UTC

oh my god, my sister was laughing like crazy when i told her

i hear you ex_daria September 27 2005, 11:30:50 UTC

I think a lot of people feel exactly that way, Darnell, seriously. I cried my eyes out on my 20th birthday because I wasn't "a teenager anymore" and every time I think about being 22 in February I start to get chills and have to put it out of my mind. After all, 22 is only 8 years away from 30, and by 30 I'm supposed to be married with like two perfect kids and a house and a real job, right? I'm aware it may be different in your case, being a boy and all, but still, I'm terrified of growing up and being "responsible," too.

Re: i hear you staticgir04 September 27 2005, 13:58:15 UTC

see, thats the point. i know what i want, but i have no idea on how to get there, or how long it's gonna take me. and the older i get, the more i realize that i should be closer to my goals, but im just floppin around

isis77 September 27 2005, 18:50:42 UTC

doode! who said after high-school we're supposed to be adults w/ all the answers? it took my brother almost a decade to finally become an adult after high school. just chill, stay focused on what u believe in, and it'll all work out, even if there are a few pit falls along the way. 'cuz i've seen it.
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staticgir04 September 30 2005, 12:34:04 UTC

sorry it took so long to respond to you. for some reason, youre just about the one one person i know is telling me the truth. of course everyone here tells the truth as well, but with you, i dont get that nagging feeling in the back of my head. not the one about the flouridation of water, but the one with the doubt about what he hears. i gotta stop doing that as well too. i cant go around being afraid to trust people