Where did my excitement go?

I want to run screaming into the void again.

Life is dull.

I want to become a gypsy.

I miss travel.

I miss exotic scenery.

I miss vibrant locals.

*sigh*

Got a job interview. Family's having a fit over it. Way I figure it, it's not fair for me to ask Ryan to somehow break his back to accumulate 2500 dollars for us to live on over Winter Break.

But I also might kill myself in the process of working + school. Yay.

So, as you already know, I live in an upstairs apartment in Savannah. My downstairs neighbors are an older married couple with a young son. Well, apparently, said young son despises hair cuts. I woke up this morning as Ryan left for work, as I always do, usually momentarily, until he's gone -- never leaving bed. Except this morning was different. ( Read more... )

*sigh*. Oh well. Autodesk Maya just randomly stopped working on my computer last night, so now I'm going to need to finish my project at Montgomery Hall. (Which is something I really, really, didn't want to have to do.) But that's ok. Ryan's making pancakes in the kitchen, and I can smell them all the way back here in the bedroom. He's amazing. ( Read more... )

Got two new books in the mail today. Thanks grampiessss! :) Unfortunately, I can't dive immediately into them (although, I did a bit, against my better Time-Management judgment) because I have to study for an Art History exam tomorrow. My rainboots and Toms also both shipped today, which makes me very happy. I've also got my comforter coming in the ( Read more... )

Surgery went well. Gotta go back next Thursday. My next installment was originally scheduled for Friday morning, but I rescheduled this morning because it's become overwhelmingly apparent, due to my soreness, that I'm gonna need a little more recovery time. It must be that age thing creeping up on me. I used to bounce back from stuff like this ( Read more... )

The vicodin has ceased to kill the hellish pain in my jaw, nd I don't have the strength to get up and do anything. Today is going to be shit. I'm laying in bed with the dog, hoping that maybe, if nothing else, the vicodin will knock me back asleep again, and I can sleep straight until monday.

How nice that would be.

Got my new bed today. Hooray. It's the most amazing bed ever. Super firm mattress, and hip-level instead of floor level, which encourages me to keep the sheets straight, since I don't have to bend. Haha. Moved a small bookshelf beside it as an end-table, and soon, I'm going to go get a queen-sized blanket, instead of sleeping under a twin-sized ( Read more... )

Went to the dentist today because my jaw has felt like it's breaking for several days. Turns out that a root canal I had several years ago was only done halfway, and the infections been getting progressively worse. So now I have two infected teeth. They gave me antibiotics and hydrocodone. As of right now, I can't feel anything, much less the pain ( Read more... )

My weekend was filled with nothingness. I should have been doing those, um, TEN self portraits that are apparently due on Monday, but no one felt the need to make me aware of the changing deadline until 5pm today ( Read more... )