the good always comes with the completely fucking terrible.

[statik]

I can't fucking sleep

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[tianamolko]

i just tried calling you but my phone is fucking retarded and isn't letting me make calls right now
but i wanted to let you know that i'm here
and even if i don't answer my phone, you can come over
if you need somewhere to go.
i care about you.
let me know if there's anything i can do.
<3

[statik]

im coming over

[tianamolko]

okay, i'll be here

[heybuddylove]

omg garrett who was it? i know how it feel sweetie BELIEVE me. im so sorry i dont know what to tell you...just cry and talk to some one. im sorry.

[statik]

my friend jimmy

[red_qualude]

sorry to hear :-( you have my #. or you could just drive to san antonio.

[statik]

thanks

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

[oosprinklesoo]

all you can do is cry. when DJ killed himself, i didn't stop crying for days. i still cry every 20th, because it's still too hard. the days afterwards i kept remembering all the times he IMed me online and i pretended i was away, all the horrible things i had said to him in the 5 years i had known him, all the times i could have reached out and didn't. it doesn't make you a pussy, or a horrible person, and you're not losing your mind. you're experiencing normal human emotion in reaction to a devestating event that you just wish you could have prevented. and i know how you feel, and i know words wont help...only time will. i hope you feel better soon :)

[statik]

thank you for that. It means alot.
as hard as it is it helps to have people that care

[oosprinklesoo]

<3 feel better soon.

[cowfish]

I'm so sorry.
It's not your fault.

[statik]

thanks