we all gun' die, we bleed from similar veins..

anyway. today was... borderline heaven and hell.
just... alot to explain.. so i'm not going to.

*yawns* i need a cig. i cant believe my dad actually got up off his ass, is walking to walgreens, & getting me cigs. that's like.. O.O oh. my. god. *heart attack ( Read more... )

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Welcome, Mark.

Anyway.
I've been doing alot of thinking.
About a bunch of things.
My problems, n whatnot. The normal thinking for Aleisa.

But when I have more than 10 mins, I'll explain.

GODDAMNIT I CANT STOP COUGHING.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH.

ok goodnight.

Dear Aleisa,

You are really _____. You should _____. We need to go _____. After that we can _____. Remember that time we _____? That was real _____. Maybe tomorrow we can _____. You are my _____. I _____ you!

Signed~
Your _____,
_____

p.s. _____.

do it. =) k. thnx.

love you all.

Post a memory of me as a comment in this entry. It can be anything you want. Then, of course, post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.

ok so whatever.
i'll update this thing anyway..

i had 2 fucking hours of sleep.
so i'm really slow, really tired, and very very very very pms'y.
i deserve a nap cuz i wrote my fucking english paper at 3 am this morning. fuckyoudiauto. >.its such a pretty day.. i'm looking outside the window and the sun's so pretty bouncing off the lake. i even ( Read more... )

i need a new layout.
and until i get one, dont look for me in your friends pages. =)

And my voice is silenced.
They push me away like I'm nothing.
There's only 3 people who have been there for me lately.
Ryan, Elyse, and Javi.
And they're the only one's who actually give a damn.

I'm so sick of people, of drama, of lies, of the bullshit.
I'm not a fucking toy, people.
So stop treating me like one.

I haveta call Janey tonight. Cuz Josh said I had to cuz she said so.
God I fucking miss her.

And then I haveta call Greg cuz he never replied back to me when I asked him what time he wanted me to call him back last night.
Effer.

I'ma call Amy one day. <3 ( Read more... )