tough times
man its been rough. lonely. sad. its just not good. losing a friend and a lover. Amber has changed drastically and i just don't know her anymore. she called me today. we hadn't spoke since her mom's visit. i think she has new guy staying with her or something. and she got drunk recently. really out of character for her. she's living like an
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Maybe its best you forget about her, get some meaningless play from a random bar chick... take all your lonly enraged frustrations out on her (she will love it). it will make you feel better. take a leave of absence once agian and just keep your heart open for someone else. A woman you lust and possibly may be able to have more with will make even the worste of times seem like your walking on clouds.
amber is a roller coaster of emotion, even as only a friend somehow she gave me a crazy ride. She just doesnt quite know what she wants, so her indesiveness makes anyone around her go nuts. so yeah, she's 18.
its ok to be alone jake...
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