a book everyone should read by gore vidal. wow. it opened my eyes immensly. then i saw a great flick....dead man walking with sean penn. intense. i can now say that i am really in doubt. i question nearly everything. i wonder what we look like from an unbiased far away view. are they laughing? crying? not understanding what it is that ( Read more... )

earlier than usual ( Read more... )

oh my goodness. was feeling sorry for myself tonight. until i read my friend's (Dia5id) lates journal entry. then he proceeded to make me laugh. i needed it. fuck lonelyness. its silly. there's too much to laugh at.

tonight we strolled to the show. gotta move on pretty late so i was expecting that we would have missed most of it. especially since i took the wrong exit and got lost in la jolla. the details never fail to stick me in the arse. i felt my typical reaction brewing and of late i have been trying to almost do the opposite of my intuitions ( Read more... )

wow the coffee wires me. the rest still tires me, but still my toes tap and legs swing to the rythm of whater thoughts thump through my head scared by the rock i roll through my ears blasting fat headphones. i can't get it loud enough so i have to attach the speakers point blank. ear drums slowly blown. i bet i end up deaf and old on the front ( Read more... )

3 bands not worth a listen: skindred, chevelle, and hot wire. woa, they are the sum of all that has been limp buisquified in the dirty toxic polluted waters of the big river. today was laundry, music (always listening and/or learning), groceries....yummy, but holy cow these vegan organic foods are expensive. worth it but sheez....to bad their ( Read more... )

like usual, woke up around mid day, only lately its to an empty house. crank the tunes loud. do something for me. its day four of my strange five days off in a row. doesn't really ever happen that way. i will feel it when my back pockets empty next month. haven't done much to speak of with the previous three. seen some great shows. Rochelle ( Read more... )

this should be interesting. lets see if i actually return to put down some thoughts. lots of thinking lately....the house has emptied and im here alone for a while. change is crazy but the only thing there is.