Wyclef Jean is the kinda shit that can flush bad ju-ju outta me.....I was so pissed off at everything, like 5 minutes ago... But anyhoo. Dwizzle, Eric, and went job hunting today. I looked for one too, I would feel bad sitting at home all day while eric worked. Tower books, records, and videos all offer maternity leave, which is mucho awesome-o. ( Read more... )

My whole post just got deleted...I'm not sure how it happened.....

I had a terrible time last night. Damn fatties....and their throwing of bitch-fits...I hate Rhea. But I heart Eric. He is super-sexy to the max, even more so now that he has black hair again. I'm bored. i hate tha fact tha we even had to end up hanging out with Rhea. I'm gonna rob him, and burn down his house. Who's with me? You know you wana join ( Read more... )

I'm being a grump. I'm glad Eric's asleep, and therefore saved from my grumpiness. My legs are so fucking swollen, it's crazy. I'm drinking so much water, I'm pissing every five-ten minutes, but my legs and feet are so swolen, that I have fucking cankles! I didn't even have cankles whe I was really really fat! Like, I'n big now, Bbut I was pretty ( Read more... )

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I'm in an "I suck" kind of mood today. I can't find my glasses, I need to take a shower, but my pregnant ass has trouble getting into and out of the tub, plus I'm afraid of falling down once I'm in. I want to dye my hair, that always used to bring my mood up, even if it was superficial (sp?) and temporary ( Read more... )

I'm incredably bored! I seriously need to get the fuck outta this damned house! I'm going nuts. I'm strangely depressed and motivated at the same time. Yesterday, my B&B worker took me and eric out to apply for HUD appts. no luck though. so Today I'm calling more places. WE NEED TO FIND A PLACE TO LIVE. My grandma is getting more and more annoyed ( Read more... )

I miss living in Oakland. It was the shit, with the exeption of my crazy dad. I think what I really miss is going to work, and going to Film Arts, cause that place was cool, even though some people there scared me. Not scared so much as intimidated, they had all gone to film school, and I was some smelly little hid from Oakland. But working as a ( Read more... )

date: april 17th 2004 ( Read more... )

Ok so I need to get this shit out, and down on to some form of media that I won't immediatly lose, or get pissed of at a trash. These are things that I want to do, or at lease get started on within the next six months ( Read more... )