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status_hood

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Jul 19, 2006 19:55

I need to go talk to my social worker lady again. I have been feeling so shitty lately it's unreal.
And what's weird is that it's not the regular shitty I've always felt... it's angry. I am fucking pissed off ALL THE TIME. I have lost ALL of my patience with everything, I get so jealous and aggravated over dumb things and I just hate everyone ( Read more... )

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matschgi July 20 2006, 01:34:56 UTC

I guess that's how it always will be. PPl always complain, no matter how much they have or dont have. I complain alot too. Some ppl would say the same about you ... like why does she complain, she has a roof over her head and food and a car. Some ppl dont have a place, food or a car at all and they prolly think that you should be happy to have those things. I dont know who especially you were talking about, but I am sure they dont want you to feel more bad when they say their car is broken too ... dsaödklfjsak i hate writing in English coz I cant express really good what I wanna say ...
I know that it is not easy for you to live at home and you ahve to do school too ... maybe you need a break or something. When will your summerholidays start? Do you have to work all summer long?
I dont really know how to help you but I really hope that you will feel better really soon :/

status_hood July 20 2006, 20:34:05 UTC

No I know what you mean... and you're right, relative to a lot of other people I don't have much to complain about... and I wish that it didn't bother me because it shouldn't bother me. But that's what my problem is... I can't let it not bother me... and that's just an example of what I mean about being aggravated so much... I get so mad at the stupidest things and it's making me crazy!!!! I really think I am going to start seeing my social worker person... she can help I think.
I miss you girl.

matschgi July 20 2006, 23:24:32 UTC

I am so sorry. What is a social worker? Is she kinda like a person you can talk to? You should def. talk to her if you think it would make you feel better ...
I miss you too and I wanna come back ... Sam booked his flight to Austria in September ... 2 month !!!!

status_hood July 21 2006, 10:26:22 UTC

Yeah it's kind of like a psychologist but not quite... I've gone to her since I was 8 but I haven't seen her in a while.

I know! wooohooo! I wanna sneak in his bags and go with him. You must be so excited!!