Will someone please tell me its ok to die? Whats the point in being happy if I can't be with the one person who actually does make me happy? I really see no point to why I'm even here...I just want to die...

Everyone sucks...

I seriously don't know why I even try anymore...I might as well turn gay.

Just for once...

I want a girl that I LIKE...to like me back...

It's NEVER happened. Somehow all the guys who are jerks get the girlfriends. I don't even know why I'm nice even though I know this. I've never had a girl I LIKED feel the same way about me back. They just always wanted to be friends. I give up...

Hmm...today...ummm ( Read more... )

Everyone would be better off without me...wouldn't they? Wouldn't they?

So just...kill me....

Anyone? Please? =/

Its Mothers Day ( Read more... )

Blah...things are going good right now but I keep getting these periods of depression. I don't know why, something or someone is causing it. I'm getting really sick of it. Theres only like two people that actually make me happy. Jill for one, when I see her I just smile and get happy. And I just don't know anymore. I want to hang out w/the ( Read more... )

I'm SOOOOOO HAPPY!!! :D =) =D

Ok...so I found out my official weight and height as of yesterday. I am 170 pounds and 6'0 tall...not bad. =D Anyway...yesterday ( Read more... )

Ok, so this weekend absolutely sucked. I made plans saturday AND sunday and they fell through. Ok so if you want to hang out this week, lemme know. Hopefully some people I haven't hung out w/in a while. Comment if you wanna hang out! =D