I Ate An Entire Package of Baby Carrots...

[stay4evrsweet]

I spent the entirety of my day pondering life while nonchalantly crunching away at baby carrots. My stomach is now upset with me, and pondering left me with nothing but emptiness. I have been nothing more than a secretary to my own stresses these days. It's time to pick myself up and do something about it, but all I can do is make phone calls -

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[morphinebaby]

i get the seatbelt thing. sucks about the job, but what jobs aren't like that.. i don't think there's such a thing as selling yourself without selling yourself, i doubt anyone truly has that level of detachment

[stay4evrsweet]

Reena!!

How've you been doing? You're done school now right? I ran into Dustin the other day and he was saying that everyone should get together and meet up. Apparently Amer is now a teacher. He's been teaching for 3 years. I don't know if you remember who Amer is... but... I hope you do. LOL. Anyway, I don't plan on keeping this job forever. It's just something to do before I get back into school for teacher's college. We'll talk soon.

[morphinebaby]

i AM done! though it doesn't feel like it 'cause nothing's changed. how about you? amer's a teacher?! actually that makes perfect sense, i could totally see that. i used to see dustin wandering around scarborough on random ttc buses, it's been a couple years though i was wondering what happened to him, how's he doing? when are you going back to school? i'm deciding if i should do something else in school or what. it's like: useless path #1 or useless path #2.. tough choice

[stay4evrsweet]

Are you still working at the hotel? Dustin said he moved in with his GF. I'm not sure about anything else otherwise. We exchanged phone numbers and I was supposed to call him, but I totally forgot. It's been so busy at work, I've barely had time for myself! I'm going back to school in September this year at Centennial for social work. Next fall I'm doing teacher's college. I just figured that the 2 would go hand in hand if I decide later that I hate teaching, I could always be a guidance counsellor or school social worker or something. But you're right, it's useless path #1 and useless path #2. It really doesn't matter what you do with your undergrad cause it almost feels like it's made no difference from if we just graduated high school. It's as if we HAVE to do more schooling for MORE and even that's not guaranteed.