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pairing one: poly vs. temecula
pairing two: woodcrest christian vs. santiago

much like opening a cereal box and finding the 'sorry, not a winner' label or twisting the cap off a pepsi and not getting the code for a free itunes song... everything we've worked for ended in less than 30 seconds.
not such a good evening.

don't cry because its over ( Read more... )

Rain, big drops, slide down my nose because I’m too distracted to wipe them away. He says "Come inside out of the rain and sit with me. Aren’t you freezing yet ( Read more... )

the person in the relationship who cares the least has the most power.

its true. you have no idea how much power you have over me. and you gain more simply by not caring.
how paradoxical is that??

don't take this bad, it's just how it is... once something dies, you can't make it live.

i'm over you. i really don't have any feelings. and i'm so ok with that now. it should be illegal to be this satisfied with a decision.

chad developed his first picture today in photo. and guess who it was of? me! he was so excited too.. it was the sweetest thing ( Read more... )

have you ever wanted something so bad that when you saw it you could feel your skin pull toward of the object of your desire because the magnitude of the want in your heart propels you towards it? have you ever heard your heartbeat in your ears or struggled to catch your breath every time that something came within your eyesight? have you ever felt ( Read more... )

in all the world we say whom we love
we forsake those who love us most...

"Love is in the perception of the blind.
They cannot literally SEE...
But what they FEEL becomes their perception...
And that makes all the difference."
- Amy LaBelle

i'm sick of trying and fighting for something i'm not sure exists. i used to be postive it did, and it got me in a lot of trouble. i wanted to be one of those kids who 'defied the odds' and all that sanctimonious crap ( Read more... )

leave a comment with your name if you want to know what i really think of you, and i'll reply and tell you. no lies, all honesty. then post this in your journal so i can find out what you think of me.

starlight star bright
first star i see tonight
i wish i may
i wish i might
have the wish
i wish tonight...

i'm so stoked =)
gorgeous outfit, dinner reservations, fun people to hang out with, and no threats of drama.

now about that wish... *sigh*