New Years Resolutions:
(Thats right I have more than one)

• Keep things clean! Grandma does not like it when your room is dirty.
• Don't be naive! Sometimes people are not who you think they are, so don't jump the gun. Also, don't waste your time on douche bags.
• Stop going from boy to boy just for a quick one. There is a double standard applying to that ( Read more... )

Hockey I miss you dearly. Why did we have to part and go seperate ways? I really wish we didn't have to because me and u no longer have a future and at one point there looked to be a future. Gawd I wish I could play 6 days a week. I love the cold and I love being hit by pucks. I need to find someway for us to reunite. I miss winning medals. U were ( Read more... )

I'm just waiting for something good to happen. I've been so overly angry lately it's ridiculous. I just need to relax for a few minutes but that just isn't possible. I need a vacation. Like I really really really need a vacation.

So the last three days have had their ups and downs. On Christmas Eve I saw my Grandma Siddall and she didn't remember who i was. I made me sad. I don't know how to deal with that. I would visit her more often but i don't have a lot of spare time to and the smell of nursing homes reminds me of death. I don't like that.

I got the one thing i ( Read more... )

I was so much happier a week and a half ago :( I hate how i can't get it out of my head.

Yesturdays +

• I saw all my Besties!
• I made Justin feel uncomfortable.

I had less fun than I thought i would last night. But I still had fun. It's nights like last night that help me distinguish between my real friends and my acquaintances. Hopefully Saturday night is better.

Todays +

• I saw Nick which is also a bad thing
• I was happy all day
• Andrew told me ( Read more... )

So I've decided that instead of being negative about just about everything, I'm going to write one positive thought on here everyday. It's not like i have anything else to do. Here I go:

Today was probably the best day I've had in weeks.  Today was so good I'm going to name off the reasons:

• Even though i woke up at 5:30 it was worth it. I played ( Read more... )

I miss my hoes! But it's cool because i will see them on Monday!!! And by them I mean All Of Them!! That includes the little one. Also I think I'm going to call M because I feel as if i owe him an apology of some sort for being  a bitch and telling him i would call and then never calling b.c i got to mixed up with H. FML. Is there anyway to speed ( Read more... )

Tiffany's Thought Clearout Before Exams:
(Hopefully the clearout will help with her focus)

1. Sometimes I feel like its my purpose in life to try lots of drugs and see which ones are the coolest. I think I might start working on my purpose since nothing else seems to work.
2. Sometimes u make me really really angry and then I want to hit u. today i hit u. I ( Read more... )

I don't know what the shit is going on. And I most certainly do not know what to think. I need a boy to distract me so i can disregard whatever the shit is going on and focus on something else. My brain is being pulled in 20 different directions and its distracting. Why does drama ALWAYS happen at the wrong time in my life?