this is a question i have found myself asking a lot lately ( Read more... )

sometimes i go crazy and make mistakes like walking around crazy hick towns all night long on a bender and geting moons over my hammy with out the hammy and oreo milkshakes at denny's and stupid shit ( Read more... )

my life has been really up and down lately, but all in all, i cant complain ( Read more... )

so please e-mail me your phone number so i can call you when i get a chance cause i probably miss you
but also as soon as i get my phone working im gonna wanna call everyone i know and say hey blah blah i miss you but that would make my phone bill go "woahhhhhh, dont do that, your poor" so anyways, email me

benjamin.d.leyva@gmail.com

thank you

this morning when i was driving home from work i saw this big truck with a bummper sticker that said...
Lift it...fat chicks can't jump!
i dont get it, and have no idea what it means. can someone help me out?

today i got up at 9, which is unheard of for me on a day off ( Read more... )

shit has been so intense lately, dang. work and finals and nina is so freakin' stressed out and has these crazy mood swings and break downs all the time, its really hard to deal with cause i come home from 20 hours at work of dealing with fecies/vomit being thrown on me and all i want to do is sleep but i have to deal with it and try to cheer her ( Read more... )

today i decided to go to Johnson park. it's this really pretty park thats basically a forest, its way up at the top of town right behind the middle school. i wanted to go there cause i haven't been there in about 8 years and i have a lot of fond memories from there ( Read more... )

my parents have been out of town of town for a few days doing medical stuff for my dad and shoping for a mini van, no joke.
the other day i went into their room and laid down in their bed, the bed my dad is slowly dieing in, it was strange, i had a long cry.

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