List of stuff you should join.

[staying_strong]

Heh, actually, this is mostly for my own reference.
But, if you're interested in my life and such, you might enjoy this as well.

el-jay one: staying_strong(friends only)
el-jay two: __trizzle(protected)
xanga one: amazingnothing
xanga two: yourcarelessmistake(protected)
photobucket one: amazingnothing
photobucket two: staying_strong(protected)

Comments

[__dominoeffect]

can i be added to any of these? (that i'm not already added to, of course)

[staying_strong]

Give me your screen names for each site, and I shall add you, mah love.

x3

[soviet_spy]

Photobucket 1 link goes to your xanga.... just so you know... which I am amazed that you are just now about to get the BYOB song on your xanga. It's quite good.

[staying_strong]

Thanks...

And I still want to know...

[soviet_spy]

Exactly what do you want to know? If you don't mind me asking? What I did, how I felt doing it, or how much less it hurt than other issuses?

[soviet_spy]

How could you? How dare you? Both of us cared so much for you and had the highest hopes that you would finally come... but you did replace us and you have lied to me... god I fucking trusted you... how the hell do you tell Emmanuel 'yeah I'll be able to go' then don't even call him and say 'Hey I'm not going' god you know fuck it I dont care for your pointless reasons for not calling or going. We are both done... you don't even care about either of us cause you would have known to call Emmanuel no matter what you say since he asked you.... fuck you... yes... I finally said it... fuck you... fuck you so much... You replaced us and you lied about it... you choose them over us and you ALWAYS said you would choose me and Emmanuel over all the people here ALWAYS even after you known all these people.... how dare you do this to us... when you cried who came to you to try to make things better Emmanuel did and he RARELY talks to you... now who else tried hard to cheer you up. I tried... but yet you dont even care... fuck you... I hate you

[staying_strong]

I haven't lost everything, Jacob.
While you were too busy being mad at me - I had other people.
You know - those people that I talked to? Yeah. And guess what - They help more than you do now.
I can't even talk to you anymore.
Anyways - I had a Xanga entry for you. It's my other Xanga, and I just realized that you can't read it... so I'm posting it here for you.

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Okay, so Jacob is pissed at me.
And for once in my life, I don't care.
I don't need to take this shit from him anymore.
Yeah, it bugs me that he's mad at me.
But I don't miss him.
He forced this upon himself. He tried to keep me to himself. He hated it when I talked to someone other than him or Eman. He screwed one of my best friends over and blamed it on Mary Grace. He blamed everything on everyone but himself and Eman. He would ask me to go to the movies, and then I'd try to go, but he knows as well as I do that my mom hates his ass, and she'll never let me go anywhere with him. And when she didn't let me go, he blames me and calls me a liar and worthless and all

[turkeytwizzler]

hey hope you dont mind, i added you. Jak

[soviet_spy]

Oh come on I didn't even know you would go so low to even not try to stand up for yourself. Well you know what I am a bit curious on your new reason of why you fucking ditched me and Emmanuel and didn't bother calling Eman and telling him you weren't going then go the next day without even mentioning to us. God who the fuck are you? You arn't tricia you just a fucking back stabbing bitch. Now honestly I believe this hurts me more than it hurts you weather you choose to believe that or not its up to you but honestly... fuck you. I'm just so sick of you fucking ditching both of us and still saying we are so important to you.

[staying_strong]

Okay, that's it