Yesterday was the one year anniversary of my split with rick. It was also my birthday party. Yeah, I know it was kinda early but i couldnt do it any other weekend ( Read more... )

Last week I kept going to bed early because I have david on a new bedtime and i fall asleep with him. damn ima slacker. lol ( Read more... )

For anyone who reads this and doesnt know... I have a brother that is in jail. He is an awesome guy that made some very very stupid mistakes ( Read more... )

Rachel is taking the liberty of planning my birthday party. It is going to be on August 13th. It is that early because of other commitments that we have and because it will be the one year anniversary of the begining of my freedom. Hopefully it will be much better than some other people's parties ( Read more... )

I have been trying this new thing.... not letting everything get to me. For the most part it is working. For example on friday night there was bar drama. It started to get to me so that was a bad example because i needed the assistance of alcohol to get through it and enjoy the night. i dont remember some parts of it...anyone who saw me at work on ( Read more... )

Too much drama at work. i am looking for another job. I need to leave West. The damn bitches are doing it. If I leave, will that mean they win? I dont know. Urgh. I used to love my job. I used to have fun going there. How the hell did I let them get to me ( Read more... )

My anger is starting to alleviate. However, frustration and feelings of inadequacy are settling in. lol ( Read more... )

Lately I have developed an "I hate the world" attitude. I don't particularly care for it as it is not me. I wish I could just get out of my funk but stress does not allow me ( Read more... )

So nice guy is turning out to be confused guy. he wants me to wait until he decides. ahh whatever. i dont play those games anymore. on to tha next...lol ( Read more... )

so the nice guy i met on friday is great. awwww so sweet, so not looking for just a booty call unlike some other guys (ahem raul). He is funny, not afraid to be silly, and likes kids. he is great. i am moving slow with him. yeah, i like him. hehe ( Read more... )