lately it seems that every new song i really like, i find sad. they might not be meant to be sad, but it just seems so to me. and its not even the words necessarily. the songs just evoke a sadness in me. im thinking though that it has more to do with me and my current state of being, rather than the songs. i need to get over this ( Read more... )

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i walked across the stage this morning, my feet feeling as if they were on fire. not because of any emotion i was feeling regarding my impending matriculation, and also not because of a bad case of athlete's foot. i owe thanks to heels in combination with the trek to the o'connell center this morning for that nice touch. i now have several ( Read more... )

my aunt said that this is a happy time in my life, and i shouldnt let things ruin it for me. but i just have this empty feeling. and no sir...i dont like it. mr. horse from ren and stimpy used to say that a lot.

i went to the mall this morning, just to look around. my aunt suggested i get an outfit for graduation. i was mostly looking around for clothes i could go out in. i even tried on some stuff. i was proud of myself for that, because im not such a fan of shopping...and usually dont even want to try stuff on. but i did today...my aunt would be ( Read more... )

so im in south florida. and i am home by myself, and completely bored...kind of what i was trying to avoid...anyways, i thought i might mention that the 6 hour bus ride home i had on friday was without air conditioning. that was fun...in fact, the fun was compounded by my being miserably sick! im still sick....its leaning more towards a throat ( Read more... )

i finished college today ( Read more... )

so i think the flower that i thought was dead isnt really....because it seems to be growing ever so slightly...its definitely gotten a little bit taller, and the it looks like more leaves are starting to bud....itll probably just be really little compared to the other two....the 4th pot never sprouted, so im assuming at this point that its not ( Read more... )

i think that one of the three sprouts is dead....its still pretty tiny (compared to the two others) and it stem is a dark red/brown color (compared to the very green stems of the healthier ones). so im down to two sunflowers. although im probably going to replant two new ones this weekend. oh well ( Read more... )

another sprout popped up...no sign from the fourth pot though....today i moved the pots over to where i thought theyd get more sun ( Read more... )