so i'm pretty drunk right noiw... going on 4 in the morning... what a fukin night i had... i got to see couture get his ass beat by lidell on the UFC fight, got to drink with mycousin and then go watch my "friends" play at tommy's... worst mistake ever made! We end up back at so and so's house having the time of our lives being drunk off our asses ( Read more... )

so i go down la brucherie, then turn left on ocotillo, then right on imperial to get on the 8 everyday... but am i the only one who thinks of dark thoughts of just keeping the wheel straight and not turning with the curve of the overpass... every time i take that route... i can't help but think if i or someone would have enough balls to just see ( Read more... )

so things haven't really been the same. haven't really been anywhere but brawley... good ol btown... :/ things aren't normal, still mad and angry but i guess i need to realize he really loves me and is trying even though i'm treating him like shit. ehhh i got drunk on friday and almost confessed everything to him... a no-no. but just hit the bed ( Read more... )

about to down some nyquil and wake up hopefully for work in the morning... BLAH!

my first true love...


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update... whoo hoo i get to go out... but just for a bit... it makes me forget about everything though ;)

I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS SHIT!!! ALL THIS TIME AND PREP FOR TONIGHT JUST WENT TO SHIT! THINKING I HAD PLANS FOR TONIGHT I PASSED ON INVITES FOR OTHER THINGS... FOR WHAT!? JUST TO STAY HOME ON A SATURDAY NIGHT WITH EVERYONE DOING THEIR OWN THINGS!

I go in @ 7:30 in the morning... why am i still up? I just got out of the shower and feel so fresh and so clean. i get paid, gonna pay bills, and gonna go shopping tomorrow... it should be a good day since i start my 3 day weekend after 3pm... fukin awesome. Saturday i'm gonna go to Mr. Cady's burial ceremony, pay my respects and stuff, then after ( Read more... )

The wind outside is music to my ears. Nothing is more satisfying than mother nature and father sky themselves. I'm watching the National Geographic channel and watching this episode on the '89 quake of San Fran... where were you when it happened?? Ehhh i close again tonight so it'll suck yet again. Ummmmm i need some new fishnets but i want red ( Read more... )

i need sex.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.