i am so glad i stuck it out. this is amazing

i am happy. thank you very much

and i keep holding on

i am wondering when i will figure out what i am supposed to do. the last 11 months with you have been amazing and in the same breath have been draining. i am sick of taking two steps forward and 45345 steps back. i wish there was a definite event that would take place that would let me know STAY or GO. it's worth it or it's time to cut ties ( Read more... )

im sick of being sad.

Many times Ive tried to tell you ( Read more... )

i get so tired and stressed out but when i randomly get these emails ....

I miss and love you too lady. I start work at 4 today, so I won't be able to call you until break. I love you Ashlee, thank you for choosing me. I can't- for the life of me- understand why you did, but I'll take it.

it makes it ALL WORTH IT

i can't believe how much my life can change in 24 hours.

so

....

life is different now. different but good. I'm learning a new job position because I got a promotion! i'M STRUGGLING with finding out how people really are and friendships and life in general but ultimately I am happy with the way things are.

and living with him is amazing! <3

today is six glorious months and it feels like so much longer. We have been through it all and I love you.


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