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[ste_phanie]

stop being so fucking far away and making me pretend like this is my life without you.

i do, i try to, take ownership of my life in the way it has begun to begin.
i still have not given up on wishing for things. diamonds falling out of her eyes, rubies forming in her gut etc. this horrible, aching, nauseating longing that really disgusts me.

Comments

[lion_]

i think this is the best entry you've ever written, my little peapod.

[ste_phanie]

ironically whilst feeling my un-best.