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[ste_phanie]

yesterday was fresher initiation, which i was too bitter and negative to participate in during the day, and then a massive victory dinner for winning the hockey last night. really huge huge huge happenings

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[underscore_]

Well I love you and I miss you. Tell me when you're coming up next for hang outs.

[ste_phanie]

i miss you too. won't be in newcastle for a few weeks because of the play. come and see it and stay over, yeh?

[analogik]

hi :) yeah alcohol doesn't help. it's funny about two months ago i had to stop drinking because whenever i drank, whereas it used to be a fun thing, it now makes me unable to cope in my own head? it used to lube me up (HAHA) and make things seem 'better' and 'easier', isolation was easier, now it leaves me really sad and far away from myself and pretty much a sad mess. i want to get control of it and be able to have a F E W drinks, not twenty fucken drinks. not more more more, yknow?

ANYWAY blah it's early and i'm not making sense. lotsa love.