today has been good. i've been exceedingly ill, which isnt exactly fun. but other than that i'm feeling pretty good. i'm listening to good music and theres good lighting in my room and i have good friends to boot. some things are still a bit difficult, but today i feel good. today i am thankful for everything, everyone. so thank you to all of ( Read more... )

these days present difficult decisions. for those of you who know whats been the primary issue on my mind, you're probably one of the reasons that it has been so hard to come to a solid conclusion. i'm afraid of things, afraid of becoming something, going somewhere, losing things, having to fight battles i've never won. i'm scared of doing this ( Read more... )

its time for a stream of consciousness this is for me not for you for some but not many we're few we're far between we're disconnected and its strange who i feel close to these days its strange who made it into my heart its strange to think about the next few months, its all thats on my mind lately what and where and how and when and why and if ( Read more... )

saturday ( Read more... )

"angels, lend me your might
forfeit all my lives to get just one right"

driving under the yellow streetlights reminds me ( Read more... )

.. jamie, rachel, brian, and i go to see troy. we walk out of laurel park. my car is all the way on the other side of the building. i have a lot of energy. so i run to pull my car around. and its totally sweet cause there are two caution tapes so i duck under the first one, still running full speed, then jump over the second one. oh yeah. ( Read more... )

you're everything i could want ( Read more... )

we could just sit and talk for hours i think ( Read more... )

you know i didnt expect it to hurt this bad ( Read more... )