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wasted

Apr 23, 2006 01:16

I've been wasted for the last four days. super ( Read more... )

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Here's what your sister says..... anonymous April 23 2006, 21:22:22 UTC

I am SOooooooooooooooooo over it. Be the strong peron you are & get over real quick too. Why would you ever allow yourself anything 1% less than phenomenal in every way? & this crap is not even a 1%... he's in the negative percentile & if that doesn't exist, then it has now been invented.

LOve, Pregg-o

Re: Here's what your sister says..... steadysearching April 24 2006, 07:26:06 UTC

I love you, and I am working my hardest to be over it, it's just so raw right now.

acidcrys April 24 2006, 23:40:38 UTC

I'm sorry, I say just allow yourself time. It will be so hard at first, thats a given. Hell it might always be hard. But just dont hurt yourself please? Remember certain things are only punishing you, not him and I'm sure you havent done anything to deserve more than pain than you're already experiencing.

Be careful okay? I hope I have the right semi-idea of whats going on. I just care that you're okay and take care of yourself and your life. I know its a crazy hard thing to do when youre feeling so much emotionally, but I say it in hope.

steadysearching April 26 2006, 00:01:32 UTC

You're so sweet, but no I wouldn't hurt myself, like you said been through enough pain without all that nonsense. I know it'll eventually get better, and everyone is sick of me talking about it, it's just I really had hope for this one (for the first time in like 5 years, no lie) so it's pretty intense. Thanks for your concern eventually I'll be fine, I know that. =)

acidcrys April 26 2006, 00:18:14 UTC

Ah, I'm sure no ones sick of it. Hell, if they are.. Im sure people are sick of most the things I write about :p I dont think I wrote nearly as much as I should have when I was super upset over the problems chris and I were having when we broke up. Dont feel like you shouldnt express yourself and write what you feel! Even if its just repetitive over and over.

The worst thing about feeling so high is that you fall twice as far when you lose your wings. Right?

xoxox I'll be thinking of you and hoping for the best.