fading away.......
and Im the only one who seems to care
Im caring less

history always seems to repeat itself

youre gonna miss me when im gone

it comes in waves ( Read more... )

sometimes I want to cut myself and watch my blood pour down your pretty little face ( Read more... )

i feel sick for weeks now.

my whole body hurts.

Ive only felt like this twice in my life.

wtf

I give up

waking up ( Read more... )

an excitement or a fear ( Read more... )

today as I was pulling away from my parking spot where I spet an entire lunch hour chainsmoking and drinking red bull I saw that the car next to me had a Jersey plate. ironic ( Read more... )

To start ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I was in here that I had to try the password 3 times before i got it right... but today felt like an lj day ( Read more... )

I feel sick and I feel weak
and I hate myself for loving him