i fucking banked at work tonight, and I got to chill with my girl monique....
feeling better already

I had a dream this morning, about you, us, her, a possibility, and an unperfect happiness that was just perfect for you and I ( Read more... )

at least this time I feel a little more in control of myself, a lot more hopeless but still a lot more sane ( Read more... )

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It's this simple, I put you up on a pedestal that you never should have been on, so now I'm just taking you back down and putting you back to where you feel most comfortable. The double standards are unnacceptable and I refuse to live with them... you do whatever you want while keeping me on a tight leash? uhuh.. that'll never happen. The fact that ( Read more... )

so anyone that knows me in real life....
my work is up at the Fine Arts Gallery at BCC central campus (building 3) so if you want you should go check it out....
the rest of my work goes up in a second installation June 1.
I'm so exhausted!!!
I love it, but I cant even think about pictures right now, Theresa really whooped my ass this semester.

It's so hard to go backwards,
I dont know how to make myself satisfied with only a part of what I once had.
I'm always wanting more, always feeling more, and I'm always wishing that you were as well....

Load me up with the ginseng tonight, I'm gonna need it.
I dont think I'm gonna even look at my bed for at least the next two days.
There wont be any relaxing til my opening, wish me luck!

I was able to sleep last night, so that's good ( Read more... )

Did u know it's impossible to drown yourself? literally, your brain takes over and forces your body to take action.....