I'm quite concerned that i would have absolutely nothing to talk about with anyone, especially courtney, if i actually liked my life. here is a little "snippet" as my religion teacher would say of my daily conversation with courtney and everyday it goes a little something like this. My life would not be complete if i couldnt talk shit. does that ( Read more... )

yesterday courtney and i saw 2 snakes on our run/walk.

oh little snake (snicky) stick your head up!!!!

My livejournal password is still my highschool id number.

I love courtney.

I don't love my roommate. that is for sure.

suddenly i see this is what i want to be
suddenly i see why the hell it means so much to me

everyone here thinks i'm stupid because i don't study every second of every day.

why is god testing me

i wont capitalize that g.

i hate everything about st olaf. i hate everything about every college. maybe i just should let it go and prove everyone right.

Now this may not be the most appropriate or mature way to let go of over a year of resentment and pure loathing but I don't really care. After this post am officially done hating keiko. Now this doesn't mean I like her, or can even stand her. I'm just done hating her. Lets face it, its what Jesus would do. Right, JC? EXACTLy haha. anyway. Now i'm ( Read more... )

I think it is destiny for me to hate college. I know not many people do, but someone has to right? It doesn't matter where i end up, i am just fated to hate it. College and I are star-crossed. There is nothing more that can be said. I changed just about everything this time around and somehow i feel like nothing is different. This is problematic. I ( Read more... )

we come from st. olaf
we wear cashmere sweaters
we live on the hill to be closer to God

we don't smoke, we don't drink
at least thats what they think
and under the covers we
UM YAH YAH YAH

(to be sang in 3/4 time waltz.)

I only write in this when bad things happen like when ronny died and later when people talked shit about me and then when courtney left for school.

Needless to say, something bad has happened again.

I don't write on this for the sake of other people seeing it and knowing my life. I know better than to think people still read this. I'm okay with that ( Read more... )

I miss ya already coz.

mad love

A girl will talk shit about you behind your back faster than you can say best friends forever.

(excluding courtney)

I would give anything for one more day with you. or one more phone call. I miss you the most when i hear maroon 5 songs or think about feminism. I can't even believe I'm writing in this about this. what else is there to say? Its going to take a while for me to stop talking about you every second of every day. The way I'm writing makes it sound like ( Read more... )