no one cares...

[stealtheternal]

so I have pretty much given up on the idea of moving.. NO she has not said anyhting to the contrary, I am just fed up with waiting, and even if tomorrow she says sure come on down.. I am pretty sure id say no... why do i have to put in all the work? for the want to leave I gave up something amazing, and fucked my whole life up... ohwell though...

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[anonymous]

I had to leave a comment.. I was just finally looking at my livejournal for the first time in months and thought i'd check up on you since i do do that every once in awhile.. even if you told my mom you would avoid me like the plague... first time i went to the bar i saw your step dad and he remembered me so i asked about you. He said you were doing good but you needed a kick in the ass. I agree. Sometimes you just need to suck it up and move on... try to do better for yurself instead of pittying yourself.. i would have never gone back to school if i had done that. I know youre better than you put out there.. i saw those soft moments. Do what you want.. fuck the bullshit. Have a great life and dont waste it.
love always
Baby S.