I feel dependent and jealous. Because I want him. And I can have him. and even though people tell me that he wants me back i still have no idea what to do with him. he gives me bad signals. he makes me think that things are wrong when they aren't. its like he just wants to see how far i will go to get to him. and just about all the time i want to fuck him within an inch of his life.
I broke a promise that I never intended on keeping. I promised everyone I wouldn't do it again, but I did.
I hate waking up in the morning with attempts of looking pretty and then feeling ugly for the rest of the day.
I don't know how to receive compliments and I also don't know how to give compliments.
I can't feel loved.
Half of me hates me, and the other half doesn't. So I guess you could say I'm neutral to myself.
The first thing I think of when I become depressed, is a knife through my chest. I would never be able to stab myself, so I guess I just feel like there's a knife in my chest.
I freak out when people touch my wrists.
I don't know how to differentiate my emotions from one another. Sad and angry are too close to call.
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and just about all the time i want to fuck him within an inch of his life.
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I hate waking up in the morning with attempts of looking pretty and then feeling ugly for the rest of the day.
I don't know how to receive compliments and I also don't know how to give compliments.
I can't feel loved.
Half of me hates me, and the other half doesn't. So I guess you could say I'm neutral to myself.
The first thing I think of when I become depressed, is a knife through my chest. I would never be able to stab myself, so I guess I just feel like there's a knife in my chest.
I freak out when people touch my wrists.
I don't know how to differentiate my emotions from one another. Sad and angry are too close to call.
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