today was really good.

it was one of those days that starts out terrible
but in the end is the best

so ben is basically the coolest guy ever

& i might get green contacts. which i've wanted forever, & i don't care if they are fake.

oh yeah all my friends are also completely badass.

anyways i wish i was here...


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i miss ben already :/

this sucks

and... i have nothing else to even say

oh well

my parents have gone insane, they are both being complete idiots.
hlk;sakldlks;

cruise in 2 days!*&!^

ben leaves soon too =(

this sucks, i'm stuck at home until my dad fixes my oil
oh and by the way where is the fucking sun?

tryouts = tomorrow

i'm kinda nervous.

well whatever, wish me luck.

goodnighttt

<3

so all of a sudden everything got really weird

and it kinda made me happy

i feel like i've gone wrong someplace. i wish i knew where. afjdsaf i'm really stressed out, so im dedicating tonight to my computer, snickers, and radiohead. because these things make my life worth living.

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i am so afraid of change

it sucks

so does this journal

ugh, i'm a terrible person

I got my first ticket today. 46 in a 30 on MY street. bummer. I planned on just not telling my dad, but he heard me & my mom talking about it. Damn him, he is so mad. Yeah well Happy Valentines. Ben got me lots of nice things. hoorah for great boyfriends.


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