Just call me Kami-sama! LOL *smoochiesloves*
Why do I always feel like this?!
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It's not as if my life is like that. I'm pretty happy. The children love me, I love them, I love Kelly, I'm not alone. I am if anything the safest, happiest, and most loved I have been since I was ten ... and that was heaven because I was blissfully ignorant of the d*ckish nature of the universe.
Why can't I feel like this?
*sighs* I guess, me is just me ... but I'm seriously trying to be more happy. I know I can be more happy. I just have to try. So here goes ... *tries* There ... now I'm going to go listen to happy poppy sh*t like this and post more here than on FB because FB is d*ck and my family is there but they wouldn't come here if I offered a million dollars. God forbid they should have to listen to me for more than 450 words LOL or is it 420? I average 450 but FB won't let me post them most times. D*ck FB!
Neways, I'm not wirting much now a days and that's sad, seriously grocery lists. I can't even bring myself to open the file for my fan fic on SS this is bordering on the pathetic. I need a jumpstart so I'm going to make myself jumpstart by writing journal entries and taking up my last story here on Lj. There ... no more FB ... well, maybe just a little I put crops up on Farmville ... didn't I?
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Click to viewIt's not as if my life is like that. I'm pretty happy. The children love me, I love them, I love Kelly, I'm not alone. I am if anything the safest, happiest, and most loved I have been since I was ten ... and that was heaven because I was blissfully ignorant of the d*ckish nature of the universe.
Why can't I feel like this?
*sighs* I guess, me is just me ... but I'm seriously trying to be more happy. I know I can be more happy. I just have to try. So here goes ... *tries* There ... now I'm going to go listen to happy poppy sh*t like this and post more here than on FB because FB is d*ck and my family is there but they wouldn't come here if I offered a million dollars. God forbid they should have to listen to me for more than 450 words LOL or is it 420? I average 450 but FB won't let me post them most times. D*ck FB!
Neways, I'm not wirting much now a days and that's sad, seriously grocery lists. I can't even bring myself to open the file for my fan fic on SS this is bordering on the pathetic. I need a jumpstart so I'm going to make myself jumpstart by writing journal entries and taking up my last story here on Lj. There ... no more FB ... well, maybe just a little I put crops up on Farmville ... didn't I?