So during the fuckin mini-hurricane, I saw 2 power lines blow and we lost all the roof tiles on one side of the house :( Fortunately the insurance will cover it. Not to mention I was at work and was broadcasting a signal to Portland but their tower blew, so no CW in Portland for an hour.

I'm in E-burg missing my girl. Soon so soooooon.

Wow, what a shitty day. I had a bad dream, woke up and it's just gotten worse. Today was my Grandpa's Funeral so it's been a somewhat quiet house. At times I feel so helpless, or worthless. I wanna help so much, but there is nothing I can do. I'm not ok with that, but I have to be. I feel like it's my responsibility to help. Today has been a ( Read more... )

Well, November has been intense ( Read more... )

I just talked to the girl. God she's amazing.
Pure happiness

So it was my 23rd birthday, on Monday and we (Mom, Dad, G-ma) stopped by the nursing home to visit my Grandpa. The whole conversation was about me getting married. "Your old enough""Me and your dad were 23 when we got married""Mel was almost 24 when she got married." Here I am sitting here listen to this........thinking what the fuck. It's my ( Read more... )

It's nice to have someone to talk to. I don't ever get to see the K-man that much due to our work schedules but when I do see him, It's refreshing to have someone who listens and respondes. Some things have been bothering me and he was able to pull me out of my clouded mind and look at things from a different perspective. Now I'm feeling better. ( Read more... )

Oh my oh my,

Well the Galaxy beat FC Dallas 5-2 yesterday. It was a cool game, Donovan finally played like the all out player he's supposed to be.

I went to bed fuckin early last night, I was dizzy and my head was killing me.

Now it's raining which makes me happy. I love shitty weather. Most of my time lately has been dedicated to work, finding a new ( Read more... )

So I see it now. I'm slowly starting to see that I'm not all I'm cracked up to be...if at all. The significance I hold is very little and somewhat hollow. I started to gain invisibility. Not what I was hoping. I've been thinking way tooo much. I'm stuck, in a box, and I'm fighting to get out. I'm trying way to hard and I think it's hurting me, ( Read more... )

Well, It's my Grandpa's birthday today, it was sad that we spent it at the Nursing home. He's ok....sorta. Anywhoo, my sis Mel called while we were there and it was nice to talk to her for a bit and catch up. She asked about me...and my life. I said that the only stress right now is getting one of these jobs, KOMO, REAL, and some other people have ( Read more... )