The New Year Parties = Emotional Overloads.

Everyone's Insane/wasted/happy with their life/not happy with their life, thus the heavily produced LJ Posts. Honestly, I think it's when we're at our bests though. so hey. drinks for everyone. more intelectual doses of reality[or fantasy] for everyone!

I noticed alot about people lately. Mostly involving ( Read more... )

you have no idea.
don't even try to figure this one out.

dezi=hot stuff.

sean oneil=best friend to the max.

"What we found out is that each one of is a brain, and an athlete, and a basket case, and a princess, and a criminal."

Sincerly Yours,
The Breakfast Club.

This is my drunken update coming from you live @ the coglans. I dont know, Things are blury and materialistic. i'm not sure of my self-worth and i like it - alot.

I'm Straight.
I love Pussy in my mouth and i love to fuck it when its wet

Ok . Thanks. Late.

One love. Sike naa.

Please, No One ever let me on a computer when im wasted again. K.thx.

Why Now, though?

Because It's Cold Outside.

I'm spent.   Every emotion in every circumstance in every lapse of time has been played out.  I don't care to see what comes next. Things are just so.. psh, The Same, yet Bizzare! Sometimes i get these feeling where i feel like i could just die right there because its such a moment of disgust, but it ( Read more... )

It's funny how my dreams are reality-based, and the reality is just the worse it can get.

I had a dream last night, that we moved into this big house in jersey, my dad brought me a new car, and things were peachy, and the way shit is supposed to be. Not Crazy Shit, just plain old normal life that should of happpened. You know, like how your life ( Read more... )

I dont know what's wrong with me lately.
I can't figure out if im like depressed or just going crazy cause of this cold [thats the weather & this cold/flu].
I've basically stayed in my house for the last week. I went to work because i basically had no choice. Its getting old, fast. I need somewhere where i can make more money and like doing it. Now, ( Read more... )

I hate myself for not trying at anything. 
I could have taken the AP classes, and got into the National Honor Society Junior year. I'm not learning disabled. Freshmen year, I was ranked 15th in my class. Sophmore, 22nd. AND then I just stoped trying and if the Lesson didnt interest me, I slept.

I hate that I'm not the kid on the ball with the ( Read more... )

I dont know what to write, or think ( Read more... )

Confused. - by everything right now.

even as to why im back live jourrnal like some nut, with a different username.

I just looked back on my past entries as the bkboy, and realized I dont know who he is.

you know how they say, every like 7 years, your someone new?

with me, It mite be like every 7 months.

Ok - first entry. hmm...