Thank God (literally) for the most beautiful release.

Things to work on:

-Not apologizing for no real reason
-Not expecting too much
-Going with the flow... even if the flow seems to be disturbed
-Being ok with some things that I will keep to myself

Hurray for progress.

It's just this sinking horrible left out feeling ( Read more... )

Why is it that how I feel always resembles a pseudo emo song ( Read more... )

So what constitutes a journal entry anyway? To whisper such pretty things about my "most inner thoughts" hardly seems like an accurate account of the day to day. But what's more important? That I went to the mall today or that I successfully hid tears? That I gripped a boy's hand during a scary movie or that I screamed for all I was worth at a ( Read more... )

So now the option is staring me in the face ( Read more... )

After a year of being pulled and yanked around emotionally,
whether on purpose or not,
the rope burns the emotional ties left,
even though the tension is released,
still burn.
Are still red.
Still remind me
that it wasn't all a dream... or a nightmare

or both.

*Favorite movie(3):Probably some Psalty movie or something ( Read more... )

A girl trying to find herself the perfect man
is like trying to find atlantis.

Guess I shouldn't really bother with looking then. Not that I am. The song just happens to be stuck in my head and im not in the mood to update about anything real at the moment.

I want to be a Y member.

I want to go to Virginia this summer.

I have yet to figure out why I still do these ( Read more... )

We had to write a super short poem that "Meant so much" today in Lit. Sort of imatate one of those stupid "modern art" pieces of poetry that I despise so much ( Read more... )