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[steel_scar]

I need help

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[caelyth]

Look...you''ve come very far and you've done it all yourself. No need to slip now. If you feel you must commit yourself, that may be for the best. There are medicines you can go on that dont fry your brain ( or your personality) that will take away all your bad urges. though if you chose this path you need to stick to it, and also be aware that it takes time to find the perfect medication and you may have to go through many to find it. you could also get a job and move out if you really hate being at home...or up and move out of the state...apply to a school....join the army even. You have plunty of options. And you havnt failed..that is not true dont believe that for a second. Dont be defeated by misfired brain chemicals, adam. You've come this far, you can make it.

[missperkygoth]

it's possible you may not get the nerve to let your dad in on everything until after you've been committed. trying to talk to him before you're emotionally and mentally prepared may just add more fuel to the fire.

but, if you really need to talk with him, I really think you have no course but to be brutally honest. trying to keep your true feelings from him will definitely do more harm than good. and, since he seems to not know what's going on inside you, I'm willing to be that's what you've been doing thus far. the only way anyone can help you is if you let them know what you're feeling.

Adam, please do what's right for you right now. do whatever it takes to make yourself better. seriously. that should take top priority over everything else right now.