Talked with Mac today. For those of you who don't know who that is...He's Connor's father. Man is that weird, I was a lot more calm than I thought I would be. I still can't seem to believe that its done with, ... My mother would freak if she knew... he wants to see him, he wants to pay child support, he apologized. Amazing what a simply "I'm ( Read more... )

How can something so familar be so different? Someone so much like home seem foreign ( Read more... )

For all of you going to fantasm have fun and please come back in one piece. For Donna and Ashleigh, I can't wait to see you guys when you get in Greenville! give me a call when you get here. Casey when you get back we will have to have an all girls- night- out-call-a-cab-angry-drinking-get-to-gether or something. And this last comment is just for ( Read more... )

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I never truely read thru Jason's journal.... I thought I might venture today, I cam across a few things that made me cry uncontrolably ( Read more... )

I should Have known, but I did not

I dreamed about Jason last night...its the first dream that I have been able to remember since his death ( Read more... )

Spent the night in the hospital last night ( Read more... )

Emotional eating is bad
Miss Belle said "hiiiieeeee" for the first time today!!!!!!!!!
and she giggled at me8~)
she's so pretty

Went to Barley's had my first complete beer since my 21st birthday ( Read more... )